I Promise.

I think the only one thing that makes me a good mother, is that I'm not under the illusion that I am a good mother.

I hope to always know this.

I am fully aware that one day, in their adult life, my children will be reflecting these years back to me in a mirror of their words and actions.  They will have many complaints and corrections.

I know this will be painful, but I say: BRING IT.

I am flawed little angels, in everything I do, in the moment, I believe it is the right choice, but all I look back upon now are 4 years of awful mistakes.

I will cry with you one day over the mistakes I have made and the burden they added to your life.

I promise.